Not From Here

Go. Go Ahead and try && run. You aren't going to get far. I'm there. i'm there with you. Go. Go ahead && close yours eyes. I'll crawl into your fucking dream & keep you there. Make you scream but you escape. my world and state of mind. Stay cool no point in bugging out. I'm your friend just in another form. i'm your friend trying to help you. I'm not really trying to get you. I'm trying to save you. I can get you all you need. Stay. Stay with me. Dare go and you'll lose more than you even have. Stay I'll keep you safe. I'll guide you, hold my hand. Keep a distance though. i don't know when they'll take me. Don't follow . Stay when they come. I'll be back && even when I'm not I'll guide you. I'll always guide you. I'm here. So come with me, you'll sure feel free. It's all i'm trying to give you. Freedom from the Lies and cloud of dust they've blinded your beautiful eyes with. Stay? Not here. Go. Go farther Please. I'll meet you there. Now? Right now I can't help you. Go! Find me there. I'm waiting but i can't forever. Be careful there'll be plenty to try && deceive you. Believe in your self Todsii. I'm waiting so Go && when you get there...you'll know. Because perhaps your right && i'm nothing that i appear. i'm not from here

Saturday, September 4, 2010

DOESN'T MATTER HOW SLOW YOU GO ..AS LONG AS YOU NEVER STOP

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Watch this && this read the passage below

Fairy godmother

your taught that you must work hard for money and everything you want...they lied

I'm here to tell you that by just asking the universe for what you want, it'll give it to you. I can't tell you how fast or how it will happen, but it will. PROMISE.

Focus on what you want exactly. No matter how big it is. It will come to you.
There are certain rules however. You must be positive at ALL times. stop saying "i can't pay my bill this month" or "i cant find a job anywhere".

Yu must constantly think "i have a job" or "i want to work at (place your desire)" . Seems too easy huh lol ??

Well lets make a deal. Today I want you to ask for something small and simple. Like for an old friend to contact you or to eat your favorite food. Then you have to believe its going to happen. Have complete faith that its going to happen because when you doubt the power of attraction, you sending negative frequencies. Thus, negative is what you will receive.

All the great minds and old philosophers knew about this attraction law. 96% of all the worlds money is owned by people that know about this . They only think good things. They put out love and don't doubt that what they want will come. If your constantly thinking "i dont want more bills" your attracting MORE bills! Although your saying you dont want more, your still thinking about them. And the frequency you send doesn't specify if you want more bills or not. it just hear "bills" and gives you them.

Think of it as a genie. Just that you have unlimited wishes. Also you must act as if you have already received it and be grateful. You receive what you put out. So even if you are being affectionate towards others, thinking constantly of what you have asked for and being grateful...if you don't act/pretend as if its in your life already, it wont come.

I learned this from the book "the secret"

go buy it !

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Heartbroken Player

I Wish That Yu Were Here W Me But We're Stuck Where We Are. Its So Hard..This Long Distance Is Killing Me ~ B.M


So Yu Say I Dont Express My Love For Yu Enough, Here Yu Go :

Dear Denzell,
I love the way you make fun of my accent "f man" (: The way yu laugh when i say the word laugh. I love the way yu consider me a midget -.- <3 Yur freakyness turns me on so bad && makes me laugh too. I especially love yur bossyness && agressiveness <3 (boner*) haha, baby i dont have enuff words to express all the dam butterflies i get just thinkn bout yu <333333333333! The day yu said yu were ganna marry me , i thought yu were just tryna make me smile. But now that yu keep talkn bouh it && tell me the songs that are gunna be played...my eyes overflow w tears of joy. I love the way yur too smart for me and have to explain everything haha. Wen i cry yu get mad cus yu dont like me upset(: Call me evryminute of the day. We have the most amazing conversations && wen we are bored with each other or annoyed, we can always talk about it && fix it <3 && that shows me how much yu care && baby, i appriciate that. Te amo papi, forever. im yur heartbroken player [;

Friday, August 13, 2010

There are things that make us feel invincible when they are part of our dreams. In reality,they'd be our worst nightmares. Kenneth Nunez.the love of my life :/

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Certain Things Will Be Realized After They Happen =

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Family. Comes to a point where the ones that have your BLOOD arent the ones that make you tha happiest. People take you in & comfort you. They your family.